Lately everything is just temporary. Let me say more about that. Have you ever felt like everything around you is not even worth it? Like you feel like giving up?
Every single time drama happens, you lose one of the most important friends to you. It feels like it’s not even worth it getting your bond back with them, but at the same time, you do want them in your life, even at the worst times. I always remind myself that if I lose someone or something happens, there’s always a reason.
God always has a reason for putting someone in your life and taking them out. Even if you don’t know it, there’s always a reason why he does that.
I remember not long ago, I lost two of my most important friends. It was out of the blue. I had so many ups and downs with them, but I still managed to care about them, no matter what. We always used to ride out for each other. If someone was talking about one of us, the other one would stick up. We always used to come back to each other, but I feel like this time, I lost her completely. She has been my rock ever since 5th grade-- we have always been together. Yeah, we had ups and downs, but we still managed to come back to each other. But this time is different. She was right and I was wrong. I made a big mistake trusting people who she knew didn't care about me the way she does.
The one thing I admired about her was she would always tell me things straight up. Even if I got mad or sad, she was always honest. No one had ever been that honest with me the way she was. No one really had the courage to stand up and say the truth, which is why I loved her the most.
Even after everything we went through, she will always be a reminder in my life of all the struggles I have been through with her.
Thank God I opened my eyes and saw who my true friends were. Even the people closest to you can make you dirty. It’s alright though, I’m ok, because at the end of the day, I realized everything was fake, which is why I don’t trust anyone or have friends anymore.
This friendship taught me that everyone's not your friend, but I’m thankful that I got to experience this. I'm glad this happened to me because I opened my eyes.
We aren't friends anymore, and I never thought I would be so happy living my life, having cool vibes with other people who I didn’t think I was going to have a good bond with.
There’s something that one of my friends told me, “If y’all never had ups and downs or arguments, y'all are not really friends.” When she told me this, I knew it was true. Name one pair of friends in the entire history of friends who never had an argument before.
I’ll wait. Exactly!
But I’m happy this happened to me.